I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you

All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)

I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everything's nothing without you

I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, as I bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go


#SUM 41 - with me 

stawberry

stawberry :(
give me power :)
let him be mine still here ... I lost , I'am wrong  .... but I wanted :')

happy mother's day

get up early , and there's something bother the mind 

what is it ?

mommy , happy mother's day . 

thank you , for everything

I missed you mommy ,,,

hopefully mommy , could feel what I feel :* 

badly

you know that ? i hate waiting !

not because I have to wait , but more because of where I am waiting for is anyone interrupting me 

I remmember that :)

six years ago , I was walking on top of suspension brige . a group of boy , approacing me and them follow me walk and surround me so that I can't running 

I am affraid , and it makes me almost cry :(

it's a was bad experience ,  until now I  can't  forget and I always re' worried about that :')

I just wanna say
miss you so much my ridho alfian :(

love life

I really love my life now ,
I feel complate now

god , please dont let this quicly came to an end :)

Monday :)

morning monster-day :)

I woke up too early , not a big problem .
ok .. i just want to say a prayer to god .
and hopefully the god heeded my wish :)

thank you , because this morning i could still get see the sun
god , please protect me of that today .
protect my family
protect my best friend ,
and , protect HIM too

god , please make this today more meaningfull than yesterday .
and more happy :)

of the god , please help me get the answer i wanted . strengthened me if it hurts :)

"orang yang paling saya sayang , adalah orang yang selalu membuat saya makan hati"

Kadang-kadang anda dapat mengatasi sebuah situasi sulit hanya dengan bersedia memahami orang lain. Sering yang paling dibutuhkan oleh seseorang adalah mengetahui bahwa ada seorang lain yang peduli tentang bagaimana perasaannya dan berusaha memahami posisi mereka

Jika kita memulainya dengan kepastian, kita akan berakhir dalam keraguan, tetapi jika kita memulainya dengan keraguan, dan bersabar menghadapinya, kita akan berakhir dalam kepastian .

#francis bacom

Jika Anda membuat seseorang bahagia hari ini, Anda juga membuat dia berbahagia dua puluh tahun lagi, saat ia mengenang peristiwa itu 

#sidney smith

I try , try again ... but I can't . so I WILL MOVE

just breathe

So now you try, but the blade is primed to just cut you down again.

To no avail, this fix divine was wrought to do you in

Seemingly endless, beckoning debt

Vacant and nameless, where is the end?

Aching just to endure again sweet loss

Able again to feel

This is real.

Just breathe

Suffer again

Look back

Stand in the wake and breathe

Wait for the end

Fight back

This isn’t over.

One single touch will further crush your corrupted state of mind.

You carve the way for regret to take you further down the line

This isn’t over.

still free

If you change your mind, I’m the first in line
DEAR !  I´m still free
Take a chance on me
If you need me, let me know, gonna be around
If you got no place to go when you’re feeling down
If you’re all alone when the pretty birds have flown
DEAR ! I’m still free
Take a chance on me
Gonna do my very best and it ain’t no lie
If you put me to the test, if you let me try


#galau 

tuesday

TODAY ?
I JUST WANNA SAY
I AM CONFUSED
"That I just can't explain the way That it's making me feel."

REAL ?

Innocence is what I got

It'll take true love to hit the spot

Can't control my every move

When we're together we're in the groove

Don't care about your other girls

I'm the only one that rocks your world ( I HOPE )

Gonna hafta keep me satisfied

Because my innocence won't be denied

eyes :)

I see the sadness in your eyes

Don't you get lonely for me, sometimes?

Lonely for...the love that we had

I'll be waiting when the day he comes

Need somebody

Won't you let me the one?

Come to me

Put yourself in my hands

what you want ?

hey !
Some boys are full of noise
But boy you caught my ear
Wanna see if you got something to say
No lies or alibies
The nonsense stops here
Be my friend or you could be on your way
Play it smart boy


if you wanna reach me 
touch my heart ( LOL)
cause that how to please me 


What you want, I can be
I'm the girl of your fantasy
As long as you love me
What you want, I can do
But all I ask of you
Is that baby you love me

Some boys want pretty toys
But I'm so much more
Can't you see that I'm a girl you can trust?
Get real with how you feel
Around my back door
Is this love or is it only a crush?
Listen up boy

And stop talking smack now
Back it up boy
Or step off that track now


Does it fall from heaven above?
Do you feel it boy?
Can you feel me boy?
I know it's not right
I know it's not wrong
But right here, right now
Is where we belong

can we still be friends ?

We can't play this game anymore, but
Can we still be friends?
Things just can't go on like before, but
Can we still be friends?
We had something to learn
Now it's time for the wheel to turn
Things are said, one by one
Before you know it
All gone
Let's admit we made a mistake, but
Can we still be friends?
Heartbreak's never easy to take, but
Can we still be friends?
It's a strange, sad affair
Sometimes seems like we just don't care
Don't waste time feeling hurt
We've been through hell together

Can we still get together sometime?
Can we still go on and on and on?
We awoke from our dream
Things are not always what they seem
Memories linger on
It's like a sweet sad old song dear :) 

my day !

feeling happy for you like?

 for me?

 hahahah you know much of anything? 

you make me smile all day .because,

 I see you before I sleep, 

I kiss your lips hahhaha 

 you kept hold my hand while  slept that night. 

you are beside me, 

and, when I woke up in the middle of the night I see your face,

 and in the morning you still beside me,

 I smell the fragrance of you

 when you get out of bed and hug me and then

 I just kiss your 

just simple things that mean a lot for me,

 maybe because I felt secure near you. 

I never thought  yeah, maybe once in a while. .. but I think something like this will happen 5 or 7 years together with my husband maybe . 

you know? you opened my mind about one thing. and I agree !